Looking back makes me flinch and cringe!

Stupid mistakes iv made that i could see so vividly now, now that iv faced the consequences. Too late to worry about it & also useless.

And its not only stupid things Iv done, Iv done things that i am really proud of =)

I dont regret my past neither do i wish to change it. .. Well, yeah there are certain things i would want to change. Certain pains I would rather not have suffered. Alas, nothing to be done there. Basically Im glad im where i stand today.

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HYSHE'S CRAZY DAY

5:48 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

im tired of caring for those people who doesn't give a shit what happens to me!

I feel like ranting -_ -

what has this world become?

Poeple have become strangers now.

Everyone exists only and only for themselves.

No caring about another. They've become selfish, cold-hearted, cruel people.

They are so absorbed into themselves.

what has become of these people.

Everyone is so shallow.

Just struggling to survive.

where did the love go? =/

*sigh*

I mean there was a time, long long ago, when people actually cared about another beside themselves. They existed with each other. For each other. Where have those days gone? I wish I lived back then..

When everyone celebrated together. When one's misery was shared by everyone. There was so much love =) It was better back then. Seriously!

Everyone has hopes & expectations. Dreams & goals.

And human beings are equal people.

God made them all from the same things.

No one is superior.

Then why does one human being have more control over another?

Why is one able to influence another?

Doesn't everyone have the equal opportunity to chase their dreams?

I mean, those who stop them, who gave them the right to stop someone from achieving their dreams.

Its wrong to give someone hope and let their expectations rise, if you are in the end, meaning to break them.

You have no idea what kind of pain that is.

When your so close to touching something you desire from the depth of your heart but then you find a glass casing surrounds it! Your so close but u cant get it. Torture eh?

Well, you see the picture.. It shucks i tell you!

I see everything around me.

I see it in some depth.

But like how i am when im solving maths problems, I always take the wrong route and end up getting everything wrong!

See the wrong things.

If i die trying, would i die a soldier?

Its raining. I wanna escape. Away from everything. Far far away.

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HYSHE'S CRAZY DAY

3:59 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

hellow muna!

here it is =P

You are a very very nice friend too :) I am also so very glad to have known you as my friend :)

I have also known you for a very very long time. For like 4 years :) Its like 1326 days! can you imagine that?

And in this long long time we had have so much fun and happy times!

i thank you so much too! :)

You are also very kind-hearted! and overall very pleasent person to hangout with.

You are also very sweet person!

haha :D

wonder where i got that from?

*hint* my notebook.. *whistles*

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HYSHE'S CRAZY DAY

3:30 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

I am so crazily in love with twilight and all the books that follow!

Totally favourited!! =D

Everyone should totally read the book and apreciate it!

Bella and Edward are my current favourite couple :]

Their love is so amazing and so .. i dont know! beautiful!

I mean Edward's world completely revolves around Bella and he doesnt look at other women and moreover, he doesnt even have a women history! O_o

So cool huh? =D

And its like they are perfect for each other and its amazing!

Anyone would fall in love with it. The story i mean!

*sigh*

even boyfriend loves it =D

Every girl deserves an Edward! Seriously!

Im glad i found mine!

My vampire love! ily =]

haha!

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HYSHE'S CRAZY DAY

2:41 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

I was a silly little teenage girl, who dreamt just a little too much~

I believed in fairytales and happy endings and was waiting for my perfect "prince charming"

And the world said I was stupid.

Thought of me as just another dreamer who's dreams would break.

What did they know?

Im living in my fairytale with my prince charming.

And Im happy as ever!~

The dreams didnt break like they thought it would.

Im living in them now~ the dreams are coming true, waiting to be lived.

This had its ups and downs.. but what matters is that we held on~and for so long! :)

You perfect me and you made all this happen.

And through every fall life shall take us through again, i know we'll do just fine.

We'll climb out of the pits, probably laughing cus when we'r together nothings wrong and everything gets right.

In your arms I'm safe =)

And you! you! you!

I dont even have words for you! or how much i love you!

Happy Twelve Months Love!

I love you!

This song should say ot all.

From Me to You

Tasting you and rain i walk down to the train

Try not to look down

This day could someday be an anniversary

Everything is light and sound

Facing forwards going slowly wait for you to show me

Where this train wants to go

Living by the hour i stopped for every flower

Everything is soft and slow

Now all these tastes improve

Through the view that comes with you

Like they handed me my life

For the first time it felt right

Thank you for making me see there's a life in me

It was dying to get out

Holding you we make two spoons beneath an april moon

Everything is soft and sweet

This cigarette it could seduce a nation with its smoke

Crawling down my tired throat

Scratches part of me that's purring

Softly stirring

I'm captain of industry smoking famously

Feet up on the windowsill

Looking at all these trees i feel affinity with

Everything so soft and still-budding at my fingertips

Touching you i start to bloom

Alive with trains and passing ships

Soft and sweet upon your lips now

I go "oh wow"

Thank you for taking me from my monastary

I was dying to get out

With tears of gratitudeI like my latitude

A cross town train to you

Now all these tastes improve

Through the view that comes with you

Like they handed me my life

For the first time it felt worth it

Like i deserved it.

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HYSHE'S CRAZY DAY

8:50 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008

The days have gone by so fast =)

Ofcourse this post it a bit early but whatever! Felt like doing this tonight so there!

Okay..

The child i befriended on the first ever day of my school life is now sitting next to me doing her GCE O'levels! Amazing how it all went by! I mean, it seems like it all just started yesterday O_o Anyway..

We'll go our seperate ways now. Chasing our dreams. Living our own lives. Doing what we always wanted to.

All those friends we made. Would they stick by? Or move along with the winds? Memories. That's all we could really hold onto as long as we want. What would stay with us as long as we want it to unless, ofcourse, you hit your head on a rock and forget your past lives =)

With each step we take forward we leave behind so much dont we? Tears, laughter! so much!

The lessons we'v learnt, our mistakes.. All these just made us better human beings =)

Well, atleast some of us. The others just cant help but be selfish bitches and assholes. Just the way they were made. No surprises there! =)

But for those of us with our hearts in the right places, we'll go a looong long way! =D

We shall all have our moments! Sooner or later! =) We deserve it! And we would get it! =]

Anyhow, I can barely wait for the days to go by! I want this over asap! And then its gonna be SUPER AWSOME! *big grin*

ofcourse, there are things I would miss but I wont go there now =)

You are my colours. From your eyes I see the world and its so much more brighter! So much more happier and so much more complete! Everythings so much more beautiful. You are my colours! I love you!

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HYSHE'S CRAZY DAY

10:34 PM

Friday, October 10, 2008

I can hear you when you whisper

But you can't even hear me screaming




Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,

Talk to the man with the reasons why,

And let me know what you find.

I could stand up and sing you a song,

But I don't wanna have to go that far.

And I, I've got you down, I know you by heart,

And you don't even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,

Talk to the man who put you here,

And don't wait for the sky to clear.




Listen to each drop of rain

Whispering secrets in vain

Frantically searching for someone to hear

Their story before they hit ground

Please don't let go

Can't we stay for a while?

It's just to hard to say goodbye

Listen to the rain

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HYSHE'S CRAZY DAY

12:18 AM